- The creator shares their long and difficult journey trying to “fix” chronic health issues including fatigue, brain fog, mood problems, and inflammatory markers that weren’t resolving despite many interventions.
- They describe extensive and experimental medical treatments including IVs, ozone therapy, EBOO/ozone blood cleansing, red light sauna, peptides, and large numbers of supplements.
- The current focus is an intense three-day hypothermia hemoperfusion treatment in Vienna that combines controlled fever, oxygenation, plasma/blood filtering, and toxin release with heat and other modalities.
- The process involves invasive procedures such as central and femoral lines to filter blood multiple times and raise core temperature to very high degrees to push toxins out of cells.
- The narration shows emotional and physical strain, including pain from needles, prolonged immobility, dizziness, disrupted sleep, and the psychological weight of undergoing such extreme treatment.
- There is reflection on having corrected many measurable lab abnormalities but not regained the sense of wellbeing they hoped for, leading to trying progressively more aggressive approaches.
- The speaker frames the illness as complex and possibly involving chronic infections, autoimmune components, or long-term environmental exposures that have resisted simpler treatments.
- Interspersed are personal moments, interactions with support people and medical staff, and candid feelings about fear, resilience, and frustration with the slow pace and uncertainty of recovery.
- They emphasize the emotional difficulty of losing control over their health journey and the ongoing effort to cultivate patience, self-compassion, and hope amid adversity.
- The overall message is that recovery has been a heavy, nonlinear process and that continuing to search for solutions, however hard, is part of trying to “find me again.”