Does anyone know how to source 5-HT2A antagonists?
Dendritic spine density goes down with aging but psychedelics have been the thing that most robustly increase it…
(“tripping” is disruptive, can be traumatic, can make you leak your training data [0], and can’t be done every day [though I know some people who do shrooms every week and are fine - I can’t even tell that they’re tripping when they talk to me… I, unfortunately, am not such a person, until I can become more emotionally neutral to social validation/“social defeat”/“needing or wanting attention”/not caring about making other people “lol”/unnecessary magical thinking that I mix in with ancient edgelord or 4chan input streams/not caring about what others think [1]]). The highest indicator of maturity (or integration) happens if you can trip without ever being disruptive or doing something you’d regret, but I am very very very far from that dynamic (nevermind that the most wholesome people who have seen the most in me [and have gone out of their way to help me] have come from Ivy League student psychedelics organizations…). Furthermore, I had a serious accident last year that while not directly caused by these things, still had these things as an upstream influence… [mostly due to magical thinking combined with me being massively egged on by someone else]
[0] Some people never do it
[1] Nick Cammarata says that they help you not care what others think, but they only reinforce this in me.